boring lah, just talk to god ok

that your charitable deed may be in secret; and your Father who sees in secret will Himself reward you openly.[

ai yoh, what i learn from this verse huh? it means that do the right thing even if no one in watching! cos god is watching you!!

what you do in secret, god knows even if no one else does.

so walk always in the fear of god.

Our Father in heaven,

Hallowed be Your name. 10 Your kingdom come. Your will be done On earth as it is in heaven. 11 Give us this day our daily bread. 12 And forgive us our debts, As we forgive our debtors. 13 And do not lead us into temptation, But deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.[c]

what is the prayer concerned about? first, we should be most concerned about god's name and glory. we should be always most concerned about god's glory and name, not ours.

can we come to a point when we really say ' all to god, and none to me"?

ai yah i am so bored with analysis.

dunno what kind of mood i in today. i shall stop expounding the word.

really so bored with expounding and analysing it like literature. ai yoh god zap me with your presence ha ha that will be fun.

hmm god i ask for a big flat with a large space. one that overlooks the sea. oh god i think baby likes wide space. i was so happy this morning when the morning breeze blew after my swim and there was no one around.

i feel so clutterd in this house. so small so cluttered. too bright. not even curtains around.

well well joesf asked why we sold 414. stil i think it was a wise move cos our renov is nice and new. sell it while it is good. good price too.

but god josef keeps asking me for a nike water bottle and i gave it to him. now i keep asking you for a spacious house which overlooks nature, esp the sea, would you give it to me?

my mood is bad nowadays cos of pregnancy. i really desire for space. i feel like a wild horse even more - a horse which wants to gallop in the plain which no contraints. the clouds above the wind blowing.

this is my feelings nowadays.

so it irritates me a lot to take the slow lift, to hear the noisy construction, to see the glare shining into the house without any respite. to bang into each other's backsides in the kitchen, to squeeze at the dining table, tl walk carefully in my bedroom cos i may step on josef.

it irritates me so. i just desire for the space.

well well god, these are just my feelings. if it is your will for us to stay on of course i can stay on and by your grace and joy, i can do all things.

bless my growing family with a spacious house below our budget and with a great view. nice decor too so we do not need to do much.

thank you father.

your daughter

lamb lamb