thanksgiving for Baby Mathias / Theodore

dear jesus
i miss you so much. i am so sorry this week i have not been spending time with you.

what happened? i felt very tired and could / did not want to wake up early in the morning.

but i love you lots jesus. and today i hope to commune with you again.

thank you god for blessing me with baby number 3. i was so happy when i discovered yesterday that i cried with joy.

i think that you bestow so much favour on me. when i asked for a prophecy which may be different from dreams, you did it thru deborah who prophesied. thank you Lord.

i pray for baby that he will be healthy and godly. thank you god. he is your birthday present to me cos he was conceived in june.

now god i am confused as to whether i should take up the teaching assignments from the polytechnics. lord please guide and tell me what is best for my family and me. should i take up the teaching assignments?

i am so excited about the baby. a bit sad that it will be a boy. i really prefer a girl. but i trust that god always gives me the best tho i may not understand why it is the best at the moment.

like the way deborah may think that eating chocolates daily is best for her, but as parents, we know better and we prevent her from doing that.

amen.

i read matthew chpt 2 and learnt that god spoke so much thru dreams. we must be sensitive to god and obey him.

i leanrt too that god can speak to us and protect us from the evil men. again we mus t be sensitive to god and listen and obey him.

jesus draw me deeper into you. help me to abide in you. nowadays, i find myself scurrying around too much like a busy squirrel when i should spend more time abiding in you.

i cannot imagine life with a 3rd child and then a weakending dad in law. wouldn't life be so busy?

by god's grace i pray that god will keep me abiding in him cos apart from him i am nothing.

i pray for ernest that he will delight in god and god will grant him the desire of his heart.

lord you see the desires of his heart. i pray that you will bless ernest and bring his deisres to fruition. not by his own might but by your power dear lord. thank you.

god i love you and i pray that you will cause my heart to be still before you. help me to listen to you and be still b4 you. there are too many things crying out for my attention but i want to hear you first.

lord, the baby is a gift from you. let us call him mathias or theodore? xu yuan is a lovely name too.

doreen will be nice. kai ling sounds so lovely too. well thank god for the baby blessing.

lvoe you and thank you once again lord.

love
lamb lamb rachael girl of yours