good morning jesus.

deborah said that i have a baby now in my stomache. i am very surprised by her remark. is it a prphetic statement? or is she referring to herself as a baby?

we will know in a few weeks time. well if it is a prophetic statement, it is interesting how god foretell dora's or xuyuan's birth.

do tell me more in person jesus.

i am fed up with ernest for not showing concern for anything in the family. he is just leaving me to run the whole show. i don appreiciate men like this tho many are like this.

that's why i say god is the most important. you are never too busy for me and your eyes are always on me, taking care of me.

jesus i am rather worried about josef's swim in the sea this saturday. ernest does not show any concern about it too.

there has been several mishaps in the sea and i am naturally worried cos we have not prepared josef well for the sea. Osim actually has practice sessions but i did not bring him there. but more crucially i was not disciplined in bringing him to swim in the sea every saturday and i feel guilty about it.

what should i do jesus? you see, i don even ask ernest what i should do. his whole mind is on his work and his company with the guys.

i really don like it and i am very displeased about it.

what should i do rgd josef god? is the back float suitable and sufficient? josef expressed his desire to back out. should i do it? will he die?