individual's choice

i shared with god about my hope to see certain people rise up to what i think is their calling in life

i am greatly disappointed that certain people seem to be apathetic, passive and simply lacking in passion and direction

i shared with god my disappointment and he told me that everyone must make his own individual choice.

each has to decide in his heart what he wants to pursue in this life and how he wants to use his time

i must learn this principle.

even i must allow and be prepard to let my children make their own choices. i may be disappointed if they do not choose to love jesus but i must learn that this is a personal choice they make

what i can do is to pray for them - but ultimately, it is an issue between god and the individual.

i do not interfere.

one must learn to travel this path of life alone with god. we may have family and friends around us but ultimately, when we are pursuing our heart's desire, it is only god who will never fail us.

i lift up my eyes to the hills
where does my help come from ?

my help comes from the maker of the earth

who leads me along quiet streams and desert places?

it is the lord shepherd jesus.

alone i walk with him

he is my all in all

thus i am not alone

amen