disappointment

it is such a discouragement that the person who asked me to blog persistently do not do so himself despite gentle reminders

it is so discouraging

it makes me wonder what kind of team we are - if we are even one in the first place

i think we are not together in spirit at all

heart for people for the lord or for what?

i cannot see his heart for people or the lord anymore

his heart has grown cold- so cold that i find it scary because it is like a walking corpse

someone who is just breathing and working - not living with passion

he has become a replica of his dad who only worked and existed solitarily on an island - not interacting with anybody but his newspaper

for him it is work and the computer screen

i walk this path alone with jesus

my soul mate is no more

i only have my saviour - lover of my soul

so lonely yet not alone

as we age, we learn to walk alone

walk the path that we have chosen

knowing that the shepherd of our soul walks with us

i love you jesus

thank you for loving me and giving all for me

amen