Tuesday, April 01, 2008

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dear god, my heart is filled with unhappiness. i dun know why. the place just seems to suck away all my vitality and joy. why? is it the culture? i think so. every place has an atmosphere. for example, a pub has a particular atmosphere and that is why many customers like to flock there to chill out.

the atmosphere of the place is dead, downtrodden and unspontaneous. it is also a destructive one. things are always spoiled.

i have short way to go before it comes to an end. how i wish this short time can speed up. i find myself growing thinner, and not recovering from my cough.

i used to be so spontaneous and happy, but now all is left is a shell, dragging myself around like a living corpse.

deliver me lord. because i love you deliver me and bring me to green pastures and quiet streams. strengthen me o lord, that i may finish my tasks in divine speed and do them well. help me to finish properly.

speak to me from your word today dear lord.

jesus again went up the mountain to pray. i observe that praying is an integal part to jesus' life. he prays a lot and he goes to deserted places to do it. well for us, we may find the deserted place in a morning when all are still asleep, a park when there is silence.

teach me dear lord to pray like you. to cultivate the habit of prayer in my life.

psalm 73
how true. my strength fail but god is the strength and the portion of my heart forever.

amen.

But for me it is good to be near God;I have made the Lord God my refuge,that I may tell of all your works.

dear god, draw me near to you that you may be my refuge. i am very unhappy and i pray that you will be my all in all.

my steps are faltering but please guide me. please strengthen me.

even as i start my tasks, bless me with divine and miraculous speed, that i may complete in best time. thank god that i have finished the task for yesterday and yes it was in amazing speed. thank you jesus.

bless and protect ernest joseph and debbie dear lord. keep them under your wings and draw them unto you. bless and protect them dear lord.

amen

1 Comments:

Blogger Ernest Seng said...

The Lord gives joy to the dishearten. You have made the decision and it will be soon.

Focus not on now, but what next. Be ready to cross the Jordan - be strong and courageous.

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