good morning jesus. my prayer

dear jesus i love you and hello, good morning. what a beautiful morning it is. the quietness of my house and the coolness of the wind.

dear jesus thank you for the successful transaction of the house. it is a very good price but i am so sad i am leaving this cosy nest of ours.

i don't really look forward to moving to my dad in law house cos it is not pretty. you know how i love pretty things jesus. well the way he renovates is just not to our standard... but i still thank god for the available house. but i don look forward to moving in...

god give me ideas on how to beautify the house. lead us to furniture which can transform the house dear jesus.

lord i would like to pray for ernest. i see his heartbeat from his blog. he seems to be struggling a lot and i pray that you will strengthen him.

lord maybe i should help him by ensuring i have a full time job, wherever i may be. though i am very unhappy in the current place too. maybe it is not as bad as his. perhaps my ego is not tied up so much with work. well being a woman.


i think i will just have to start with a full time job first then as god leads, apply for part time in the institution in future as god leads.

dear god, i would like to have a job where there is a strong supportive culture for teachers to perform, where i can work but still have more than sufficient time with my family. i do not want to have just enough time for my family but "more than sufficient". a place where there are supportive colleagues and where students and i can build a good rapport . also god i pray that there could a pay increase as well.

and staff benefits.. there would be childcare leave, childcare sick leave... a place i can still spend vacation time with my kids.

jesus in the same way you led me to list the qualitities of my life partner and you blessed me, in the same way i list the kind of job i would like to have and i trust that you will bless....

dear lord job changing is a big issue and i pray that you will lead every step of the way. now that i have gone for the interviews, i pray that you will open and close doors according to your good will.

bless me with the best dear lord.

from the way i pray, it seems that i can support ern afterall. i am definitely holding a job.

well he can go to do what he desires cant' he?

lord jesus i continue to pray for a helper whom i can trust. this current helper is a good task master. no doubt she cooks well and does her housework well but i doubt her character. thus this person cannot work long term here. ours is a house of god and we cannot tolerate duplicity in this place without repentance.

i am keen on a myanmese maid cos i have a good impression of myanmese. do provide me the right one at the right time. i think i will start the search in july, after we have settled down in our new house.

dear god i pray that you will provide stef with a life partner. she desires one. god why dun you bless her?

dear jesus i pray that i would have more time for josef. i find that we have hardly any time to communicate during the weekdays. hmm maybe we shoudl share more during dinner time.

yes thank you god for giving me this idea.

i pray that you will help josef excel in his studies. give me wisdom too on how to guide him in his english.

he seems to be underperforming. is it cos we dun push him enough? god give me wisdom.

dear jesus i pray for jo and debbie that they would have a love for learning. they would be self motivated learners. dear jesus bless them with a insatiable thirst for knowledege.

but most of all jesus i pray that they have an unquencable thirst for god and your kingdom.

let them be able to sing " your are my strength when i am weak you aren the treasure that i seek you are my all in all. seeking you as a precious jewel, lord to give up i will be a fool you are my all in all"

may you be our all in all. o jesus help erna nd i to talk more about the things of god over the dinign table so that our kids may know you better.

dear jesus, ern and i are at crossroads, lead us all the way dear lord.

i lvoe you jesus and i thank you that you are the good shepherd who looks after the sheep and leads them on.

you are also the almighty lord who has inscribed us on the palms of your hands.

your are also the lover of our souls who has a plan to prosper us and not to harm us.

dear jesus, shepherd of my soul, i give you full control.

wherever you may lead, i will follow.

i have made the choice to listen to your voice

wherever you may lead i will go.

amen