Friday, September 21, 2007

prayer

suddenly remember that i have not been praying for josef and deborah.

lord, i pray for josef that he will develope a love for learning. let him enjoy learning and pursue it with joy. bring him teachers who are able to make lessons alive for him. bring these people into their lives, Lord.

i pray for deborah. why does she cry every night? Is there anything in the room that disturbs her? Bring it to my attention dear lord. i pray for her safty too. send your angels to guard her. bless her spirit that her heart and mind will be open to you. may she receive you at a young age.

thank god for blessing ernest at his work. may he always give glory to you. may he also give you all the first fruits ....

use our family and unite us in your spirit and love. help us to carry each other's burdens. and to encourage each other on.

lord help me to find joy in you. in this time where my bones are dried up,fill me up with your presence, that i may be a good testimony for you wherever i am . lead me to the best place you want me to be.

amen

amen.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

in quietness and trust shall be your strength

“In returning [1] and rest you shall be saved;in quietness and in trust shall be your strength

guess that ernest an di have our own burdens.....

in quietness and trust shall be our strength. quietly wait for god, trust in him that he leads us all the way. this is a trail and this is when our faith is strengthened.

He will surely be gracious to you at the sound of your cry. As soon as he hears it, he answers you. 20 And though the Lord give you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, yet your Teacher will not hide himself anymore, but your eyes shall see your Teacher. 21 And your ears shall hear a word behind you, saying, “This is the way, walk in it,” when you turn to the right or when you turn to the left.

This seems like a promise from god that he hears our cry and will answer us.

there are many questions in my mind too, like why am i placed in the place i am? ha ha , what a drag!! By faith, god leads me every step of the way.

i should continue to delight in him and he will then give me the desires of my heart.

meanwhile souls are important and i pray for deborah and my dad in law soul.

amen

Friday, September 14, 2007

call of god and approval of god

ernest, thanks for your comments. it is v encouraging.

For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant [9] of Christ.

Growth is a slow process. this is what i am learning right now. to please god and not be so much bothered by the approval of man. god help me, esp in a world, like what ernest said, where people are tightly knie.

Sigh i dunno what irritates certain kind of people etc. this is where discernment, knowledge and wisdom step in . God gives me beyond all that i need..... amen.

Paul was called by god to preach the gospel to the gentiles. what is god's call on my life and my family?

it may be to preach the gospels to the youths --defined as those who have not started working life.

i am still waiting on god to confirm.

god please bless and guide my writing and application of new horizons.

rachael

Thursday, September 13, 2007

pslam

in the shadow of your wings I will take refuge,till the storms of destruction pass by.

This is similar to ps 91 when god speaks to me


2 I cry out to God Most High,to God who fulfills his purpose for me.

what a glorious promise to claim! God fulfills his purpose for me! As long as we have the desire to fulfill god's purpose for us, he will do it! How wonderful and encouraging!!

I pray that god's purpose for my career will be done. may his will be done and may it be the best for the whole family. Amen.

wah i still dun understand isiah. find it too wordy and long winded. cannot concentrate to make sense out of it.

corinthians is another heavy going book. so i dunno wat it talking too.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

whew

wow i dun understand isaiah.... so long and i dun know what it talking.

understand only psalm and proverbs

when we are afriad we trust in god.

sigh. life is tough. i am not used to many things....... i pray god help me to be patient with everyone around me and so that i can reflect the love of god to them.

sigh.